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[08 Jan 2006|03:15pm] |
life is something that none of us choses but some people decide to leave life before their time is up. i tryed to leave in 2005 but i failed.nothing is the same as it was last year things have changed so much. i no longer live at home i live with my aunt, my siblings despise me, the one person i could talk to leave hundreds of miles away in london, my boyfriend is not the same personn he was last year he is more sensitive to my feelings he understands me more and he seems to be more awareof my feelings. i wish thinggs were simpler but they never willbe all i can do now is fake a smile fake a laugh nod and agree and never forget the people i care about chris, tash ,shelly, ric, mopsey,koluar,and mates from skool my life hurts me deeply but they make it easier.
always make the people who mean the world to you the centre of your world!
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[11 Nov 2005|11:11pm] |
hello !!
im at the internet cafe thing in my villiage and i cant download msn messenger so i have to use a crap version and i CANT get on opendiary im going to cry !!!! i cant talk to tash :'(
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[31 Oct 2005|12:57pm] |
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happy halloween miss you allllllllllllllllll love and kisses lady tinerbell my life is falling apart i n front of my eyes
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[29 Mar 2005|06:24pm] |
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i wont be updating for a while im sorry i will update when n if i can sorry love n kisses lady tink
xxxx
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[26 Jan 2005|07:40pm] |
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well im updating. nothing much has happened that people dont know about.
over dosed went to hospital bla bla bla
chris thinks more of drugs then me bla bla bla
theres no work bla bla bla
im going to france with chris in august bla bla bla
ok then im bored now bye xxxx
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[30 Oct 2004|11:06pm] |
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im so alone in everything
i want to die
i want to cut n bleed
n i think i could be pregnant
im just a fuck up
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[27 Oct 2004|09:20pm] |
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i think it would be better for everyone if i was dead!!! i really do think that it would solve so much!!
ive been kinda well silly
ive kinda overdosed again
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[25 Oct 2004|01:08pm] |
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im ill
i just coughed up blood im guessing thats not a good thing
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[08 Oct 2004|08:05pm] |
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oh my i have a trial for a job on sunday im scared
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[01 Oct 2004|05:32pm] |
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well i appear to have spilt green bean things all over my kitchen lol
msn wont work
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[30 Sep 2004|08:44pm] |
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i want to cut so bad!! i want to do so much harm to myself i have to be strong i have to get over this !!
i must be strong
i need to be
but i want to die
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[23 Sep 2004|01:29pm] |
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madiemacmadalot im dont get how to use this thing very well HELP me huni
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